Not a love story

A boy meets a girl. But the girl is not a girl. The boy leaves the girl. The girl sings and do drugs, her brain is content with that. The boy meets other girls - they are always very beautiful and very tough. The boy breaks them and leaves. One day the boy does drugs and has a very scary trip. He sees that he breaks girls because he doesn't want them to be happy, because he is not happy. He questions whether happiness is a relative category. He realises that his logic does not hold. He meets and leaves yet another girl. He realises that he's getting older but not getting any happier. He's watching youth in a park and gets angry. He realises that he's angry because they can be content with little things and he can't. The boy finds the girl that was not a girl. He gets very sad because he realises that there are important things and really important things. He gets even sadder because he realises that he walked away from his chance for happiness. The boy gets older and dies alone but he never breaks anyone anymore.