Destiny

No matter what we say out loud about this, we all have and follow our destiny. Look deep into yourself and you shall see that your dreams and passions are pushing you along a way to... somewhere.

And destiny awaits on us on every corner. In the past half a year I've met four girls that I was destined to be with. 'Where are they now?', I hear you ask. Exactly!

So I ask the Universe: 'Why won't you let me find a girl, settle down. That's what I want more than anything else.'

And the Universe replies: 'For you're destined for more and you need to walk your path.'

I figured it out. In the nearest future I must sail the world. Maybe a girl would get in a way. Happy and with a girl I would probably quite comfortable sit at home watching TV all evenings long, I wouldn't care about discovering mechanisms of human brains' working, I wouldn't run a marathon to prove that I can achieve anything that I set my mind to, I wouldn't learn many things about people and the world.

In other words, if our destiny would always be fulfilled immediately and with hardly any effort we would be maybe happy but terribly stupid and foolish. For it's only when one picks oneself up from the ground and when one rubs off stubborn tears of one's cheek and when one fights and looses and starts all over again - only then one acquires that magical power of wisdom. And being wiser may be the whole point.

However while keeping those keen eyes open in search for paths to destiny don't get fooled by signs! Ah, how I love signs and how they usually do me wrong.. Among recent girls there was one that brought with her more signs than all other ones together. She had my mum's name and hight and she turned out to be just as wrong as my dad - I could not find anyone more suitable than that. Even every keyboard was shouting that we were perfect together! Signs were all around me so I figured out that she must be my destiny and I wanted her. And so I fell for her and she very quickly broke my heart and our paths parted. That was pretty much it. I was badly upset but with time I grew bigger and stronger, faster and leaner, I have new dreams and new dramas, new friends and new enemies and foolish as I am, I am also a little bit wiser than I was in November. And I like the feel of it.